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*yawnsssss* Boring! Rainy dae again..

And i'm home. Just came back from Darling's place. Reached there and he's sleeping.. so i rot there.. watch tv.. use comp.. den kiss him goodbye. Guess he's tired bah.

I wan go shopping! So many things tat i wanted to buy. Its a miracle tat i never go shopping for tiz month's pay. But i still end up so broke now! Money is never enuff for mi to spend.. Cant wait for Thurs to come.. MY PAY DAY!

I wan go study next yr.. finding a suitable course to upgrade myself. So i can get a higher pay!

And when can my hair grows longer? I miss my long hair. :( Nothin much to blog. So much of whining here n there. LOL! And i'm going to sleep le.. when can i have enuff slp man?

Got this stupid quiz thingy from Karin's blog. LOL! I koe its lame.. I'm bo liao too! Haha. Dunoe wat tat means too. Some lame stuff! LOL!

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*Grrrrr* So cooling tonite.. ;p

Supposed to mit Darling for movie after work but he's tired.. i'm tired.. so end up no mit. It's a good thing tat we didnt mit too.. coz when i was on my way home.. it started to raining. And i was like a drenched pig. -.-"

Updates for the past few days..

Thurs

Last day of work! I mean last dae of work of the WEEK! Haha! So happy! Prezziez Exchange!Had a small celebration in the office during lunch time. Boss ordered 933 Golden Pillow.. KFC & PizzaHut. Eat until damn full.. still.. The Jin Zhen Tou curry is the most delicious of all! Think liao wana *drOols* Heh.

After work went home for dinner den took a cab down to Suntec. Wanted to buy Darling's prezzie b4 the shop close. Slow traffic.. jams everywhere.. Heng i reach there haben close yet. Wanted to buy EG6 for him.. but so sad there dun hv. His fav car. Bought an EVO VIII in the end. Not real car la.. LOL! Car models. Shop ard for hiz mum n sis prezzie.. Walked for abt 1hr+ b4 i finally got something for them. Dun have wat to buy in mind is lidat 1. Haiz. I tink i looks like some idiot carryin a big paperbag walking ard alone. -.- I hate going shopping alone! So lonely.. nobody gives mi suggestions. :(

Headed down to SK mit darling. And he saw tat prezzie tat i bought for him. He was so happy. So glad tat he liked it. I knew he will liked it. See him happy i oso happy. If its a real car its even beta. LOL!

The prezzie i bought for him..
Presenting Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution VIII! LOL!

White Evo VIII! Nice? lol.

The Front View..

Back View..

The bornet.. Can open 1! So cute lor! Looks like real.. the interior oso. Looks so real!

Pix of Darling & Mi!

Smile!

Smile again!

Dunoe y tiz pix My hair looks so pong man. OMG! Yikess!

From the top!

Stupid pose when he ask mi to pose.

Stupid pose No.2

Marcus..! The happy owner of EVO VIII! LOL!

Fri.. Xmas eve..

Went facial at tanjong pagar wif Karin. Cosmetics Laboratory (CosLab). My 1st time go facial. :x So mountain tortise hor? LOL! Went back home waited for Darling.. no idea where to go.. Wanted to go Town but tink will squeeze to death there. Confirm damn farking crowded 1. So we decided to catch a movie. Kung Fu Hustle! Called n wanted to book the tickets.. but so sad.. all sold out. Only left 1am at CS. :( Bo bian lor.. we went for dinner.. slack den to movie. I tink tat show was SO-SO lor. Dunoe y everybody saes its VERY nice. Haha. Its lame.. tats y its funie.. But overall still not bad. At least it makes mi luff. :D

Sat.. Xmas!

My sis keep coming in disturb mi early in the afternoon. -.- I woke up n couldnt slp after tat. Darling slept like a pig till 6+ in the evening. At nite.. went to TM buy something den to his Godma's place at Bedok. They have a Xmas Party there.. So many ppl there.. So paiseh. :x His godma bought a spagetti top for mi. Hee. So sweet. Went back to Darling's place den watch tv till wee hours n i KO-ed.

Sun..

Slack at hiz place till at nite. Went to mit Jack, Beng n Uncle frog for supper at Bedok 511. The Kidney Mee Sua is damn power there! *yummy*

Some stupid pix of mi taken on wed i tink?

I tink i looks idiotic. LOL!

Found tiz pix b4 i dye away the blue color hair.

So ugly wor?

facial!

Yippeeeeee~* Today is Xmas eve.. I'm offffff! Next fri New Year's Eve oso off! Lalala~*

Going for facial appointment wif Karin soon. Stupid sia.. cant change to next week. Hope make le face dun ang gong gong. :x Hmm.. Still not sure where to go count down tonite.. Some jio Orchard.. Ktv.. Clubbing? Dunoe leh..

Oh yea.. tonite is Miss Venus 2oo4 finals! Sorry.. dun tink i can go there cheer for ya. Good luck VIVI! JIA YOU WOR! :)

Be back to update more.. n upload some pix! ;p

MERRY XMAS!

xmas mood!

Santa Claus is coming to townnnnnnn! *Xmas Mood* LOL!

Went CPP shop for some prezziez for my colleagues. Actually dun intend to get.. coz i'm reali damn broke liao. But since i tink they're getting for mi too.. its bad not to give. Bought 5 same thing for them. LOL! Couldnt tink of wat to buy.. its a small present but at least i wu xim! :x Headed to Darling's place after tat. And now.. i'm back home. *tired*

Last nite went to mit Karin at Suntec after work. We went ard searching for Xmas prezzie. I've already got wat in mind to buy for Darling.. Think Karin still got no idea wat to buy after searching up n down. Haha.

Wanted to take train home den she keep pysco mi take cab. -.-" I'm so broke now.. All my money spend on Xmas prezzie.. still ask mi take cab. The stupid taxi que is so damn farking long. We're lazy to que so juz walk ard n hail for cab. So many farking cabs passed by us but not even 1 wanted to stop. All headed to the taxi stand. *pengs* Den.. we finally got a cab! And all i can sae is.. the cab driver is the most cock driver i had ever met. *duhz* First.. went to Karin house den to mine. He can even missed the turn.. dun even koe which is left n right? Nvm! U-turned.. and finally.. she reached home. DEN! I told him go by PIE to tamp. The most stupid n pekcek thing is tat he dunoe how to go to PIE! *pengsX2* Round n round he go.. to geylang.. den aljunied.. den macpherson.. I was kinda pekcek liao. I asked him "Uncle.. u koe how to go anot?" He said.. "aiya.. i missed tat turn.." Den keep mumbling to himself. Round n round.. Den reached eunos.. DEN TO PIE! FINALLY MAN!Still can ask mi how to go. If i koe.. i would hv tell him. And usually.. ppl tk cab becoz they're in a rush? They dunoe the way to a place? Or simply becoz they are lazy! I tok to him ji tao pekcek liao.. although i koe its bad. But its reali making mi pekcek lor. He's lucky tat i'm not in a rush. And he's lucky tat he koes how to zi dong abit. Reached my place.. $14.50 *super pengs* He told mi $10.50 can liao. Den sae sorry. Den i sae nvm. -.-"

I still rem hiz car plate. SH7500X.. if i'm not wrong.. His name is Toh Sai Ban.

Ok.. so much abt the cabby thingy. I'm going to wrap the Xmas prezziez den go to bed. Not enuff slp again! :(

happy!

I'm backkkk! Good news to announce! Haha! I did itttttttttt! yayyyyy! *cheers*

So happy tat things are reali fine now. So glad tat he gave mi tiz chance.. Actually he oso nv sae wan to end juz tat nid some time to cool off. ;p

Well.. I did something kinda special or maybe some of u might think its stupid. But my mission = failed! :( So sad man. But i'm still happy coz i love u.. u love mi.. we are happy family.. with a great big hug *huggies*n a kiss *muackies* from mi to u.. once u sae u love mi too! LOL! I'm back to life again. My ki siao-ness is back again! :x

Ok.. This is how the story goes..

Actually i've already planned to do tiz on fri.. but kana rejected.. coz he's still angry! :( So sat.. I dun care.. I juz went down wifout telling him. It was meant to be a surprise for him. Karin & Ben came Tamp mit mi.. den pei mi go buy candles. I bought 5 packets of candles.. and a HUGE lighter! Those when u use to start fire while cooking. LOL! Ben suggested mi to buy tat.. coz if i use lighter sure light till siao.

I headed home to change b4 going over to hiz place. I was prayin so hard tat he would be at home. I was damn scare at tat point of time.. heart beating damn fast. Dun luff! Serious ok! This is the 1st time i was doing stuff lidat. Reached hiz house corridor at 9+.. His door was closed. *heng ar!* I quickly take out all the candles n start doing it.. A heart shape made of candles. :)
Do till when i was about to finish the heart.. suddenly.. I heard the door opened. I started to panicked.. dennnnn.. I SAW HIM! *OMGGGGGG* -.-! He looked shocked! We stared at each other for a second.. den hiz mum walked out. >.<> SORRY.. Left wif not much candles.. so i make the words smaller abit. It might sound easy making it.. but its not as easy as wat u tink.. esp when the wind is big. it sticks.. n it falls. -.-

Sat on the staircase n waited for him.. His neighbours walked pass.. his mum's frenz playin mj walked pass. All see mi like some idiot sitting outside. -.- I was paiseh.. but i dun care. Wats wrong wif doing tat for ya loved ones? *Humph*

My hands were pain.. dirtyyyy! My poor lighter is spoilt now. LOL! He asked mi go down look for him after waiting for quite some time. I went up wif him.. Wanted to light up all the candles for him to see. But the bloody wind was so big.. No matter how i light.. its kana blown off. STUPID! He asked mi keep the candles.. next time den we make together. I dun wan.. wanted to leave till morning.. maybe not so windy den light up. But he sae lata the cleaner throw away. *SAD* Bo bian lor.. den we keep the candles. My mission failed! :(

I told him i made tat not becoz i wan him to see den soft hearted den can get back together again. Its juz to show my sincerity in sayin sorry to him. A heart shape n a sorry made up of 117 candles. My effort is there.. he can see it.. he can feel it. At least i did my best.. we talked things out.. I know where my mistakes lies.. so does he. I believe i can change.. we both can.. to keep our love.. everlastingggggggg..! Darling i love u! And the story since 26/o8/o3 of kimmy&marcus still goes on.. and it will nv ever end.. :)

Ppl made mistakes.. Most important.. Is u realise ya mistakes.. learn from it n dun let it happen again. Everyone deserves a chance. Its never too late to do anything u can.. to try ya best.. wat matters most.. is others can feel tat u r sincere. Thats wat i've learnt! Thanks to my frenz.. who were always there for mi when i'm down.. there to wake mi up.. tok sense into mi.. there to cheer mi up. U all koe who u r.. Thanks for listening to all my shits! Luv ya all!

But seriously hor.. I haben ask him how he reali feels when he see mi there. When he see wat i've done for him.

Darling ar.. Tell mi how u feel leh! ;x

Heart shaped candles.

The word "Sorry" made by candles.
Pix abit blur n small.. coz i use my stupid fone to take 1. Cam sux without gd lighting. -.-

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depressed..

I'M REALI REALI SORRY..
WO CUO LE..

I didnt mean wat i said tat nite.. I tok wifout using my brain.. at tat point of time.. i already gone crazy.. tokin wifout sense. I reali reali dun mean to hurt u.. I koe i cant tk back my words.. I wun forgive myself for tat..

These days.. I reali did a lot of tinking.. things tat i have never tink b4. I've always tink i treated u gd enuff.. but nv spare a tot for ya feelings. U r right.. I'm selfish.. I onli tink abt myself.. of how i feel.. Never tink abt how u might feel. Now.. i koe.. all the while.. I'm not a gd gf.. i juz felt so useless..

I koe u nid time to sort out ya feelings.. the things i do n said.. makes things changed. How much time u nid.. might not heal the wound tat i've caused. But.. wateva things i've said n done.. its all becoz i love u too much. Too much tat its in a wrong way. I've reali realized all my mistakes now.. and i mean it. I'm not sayin all tiz juz to make u come back to mi. I juz wan u to koe..

This time.. I'm reali wrong. I brought myself upon all these.

All i ask now.. is juz for a chance. To amend all my mistakes.. to love u in a correct way.. to prove tat i love u. After 1yr+.. going thru so much together.. i reali dun wish we will end up lidat. It hurts so much.. to see u lidat.. Everydae is reali a torture.. But i'll wait.. for ya ans.

Neng bu neng kou zai gei wo ji hui hao hao de ai ni..
Wo hui zi xi de ling ting.. Ni dui wo shuo de yi yan yi yu..
Wo hui xue hui qu kong zi pi qi.. Bu rang ni shang xin..
Tui ni hao hao de qu zhen xi.. Qing ni xiang xin wo de xin..
Hai shi ai ni..

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No pix upload to my pathetic blog for quite some time.. So here are some pix taken these few days..


Nicolle & me. Taken on thurs at bugis. Pix abit blur..


Me wif tat stupid glow in the dark "necklace" at East Coast Mac on fri.

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Lotsa things happened these few days.. Glad tat now things are back to normal. Hoped that things will be beta as the days goes by.

Had some thoughts thou. Maybe this is juz bits n pieces of life.. of growing up. Ppl always learn from their mistakes. Wat matters most is tat u dun let history repeat again.

I tink i nid to be brain-wash. I must learn to be stronger.. to have more confidence in myself, relationships n everything. Learn to be more da fang.. dun always let my thots run wild. Things might not be wat u tink it might be. Learn to be more positive in life.. Give n take. Most importantly.. overcoming my fears.

I reali reali hope things will gets beta.. esp in my love life.. i cant afford to hurt myself n him.. i cant lose him. Well.. wateva it is.. it still takes 2 hands to clap. Best wishes to us.

I'll be loving ya always..

Where's my fairy god mother?
*Bring us back to where our love first started..*

dui bu qi

Darling.. I'm reali sorry..

Plz forgive mi for my implusiveness.. childishness.. stubborness.. for being irritating.. for always not having enuff confidence in myself.. in our relationship.. for always showing u attitude n my farked up face. I promise i will zi wo fan xing.. I hope u can give our 1yr 3mths 16 days love another chance to make it beta.

DUI BU QI.. WO AI NI..

Loving ya always.. *muacks*

haiz..

*sighz* Last nite b4 i sleep juz told myself not to take mc todae.. But in the end i took. Its a good thing i go see doc too. He saes my cough is abit asthmatic.. if dun take care will have asthma. -.- Still sae maybe is yi chuan. But my parents dun hv.. onli my younger sis have when she's beri beri young. I dun wan to have asthma. haiz..

Cold.. Moody.. No mood blog.. hate life!

*cough*

*ahem ahem* *CoUgHhHHhh!*

Has been coughing for the past few daes.. When i dun cough.. i looks n feels perfectly fine.. not sick at all. But when i starts coughing.. i will cough non-stop. The itch in my throat is irritating..! -.-" *yawnsss* I'm so tired.. Just ate medicine. Shall make a quick blog.. den KO le.

Went Tamp after work mit Karin for dinner n gers tok. Ben came lata on den chit chat awhile den home. Actually intend to see doctor juz now.. but dun feel like wasting money.. since my mum oso coughing. Can take her medicine too. Every morning waking up.. have the urge to take MC n have a nice n long sleep at home. That's part of the reason i wanted to see doc. In the end i made the choice not to.. coz MC=No Medical Reimbursment for mi (coz not yet 6mths)=Deduct next pay=No money! Looking forward to fridae.. to weekend again!

Last fri was a boring dae.. Follow Mum to airport fetch Dad.. den Dad fetch mi to Darling's place. Planned to go JB tat nite.. But Darling realize tat hiz passport has expired. So sad man! No JB for us. Went down Zj's place mit Nicolle den slack n tok.. Drive ard Orchard. No cars.. Except Taxis' everywhere. Boring! Go MS bio.. Still.. it looks like a graveyard. Not as packed n fun as b4. Has been a long long time since i last went there.

Sat afternoon.. Nicolle n Beng came over to Darling's place for Mahjong! Played till at nite den go rounding. Orchard Gudang is boring.. QX & TP everywhere. How to run sia. Went to Yishun Dam.. much more fun there. We renamed it as Yishun Gudang! LOL! Fun tat nite!

Sun.. Went SLS wif Darling. He got deals again.. ppl wan him to mod their casing for them. Haha. Can earn money again! Who wan to mod their casing? Side panels? Find mi man! :x After tat went Bugis.. den wait for Nicolle finish work. Went walk ard.. nothin much to shop actually. Both of us bought a pants. Mine's a checkered pants.. Not bad. Nice n comfortable.. yet cheap! Nicolle went to mit Zj den we went home.. Actually wanted to catch a movie lata in the nite at Cine. But who koes.. all KO-ed at home. =.=

yawns.. sick.. tired..

I'm SOOOO tireddddd! I'm sickkkkkk!

Have been coughing like hell tiz few daez.. -.- Not enuff slp everydae. Tml have to go work myself again.. Dad going overseas for business trip. So sad. Have to wakey even earlier to prepare for work. :(

Bought 3 VCDs todae. Shutter! Princess Dairy 2! Shadow of the Dead! Btw.. is Shadow of the dead new movie or something? Dunoe leh. Looks not bad so i bought it. All @ 8bucks. LOL! Can watch wif Darling during the weekends le. *Hee* After work went to TM NTUC shop for tibits wif my colleague. Bought tiz n tat.. din koe will cost $16+. *pengs* Bought losta tibits put in office eat. Haha. Went home for dinner den to PV mit Nicolle. She came over to my house juz now.. use comp.. see pix.. gers tok! Hurhur. Tml nite might be going JB wif her n Zj.

Last nite Darling came fetch mi off work.. den accompany mi to Color Bar dye & treatment my hair. I went over juz to dye away the blue strips on my frinch n the inner part of my hair behind. At least i dun look AH LIAN now.. go out ppl keep giving mi tat look juz becoz my hair is blue color? Btw.. wats wrong wif tat color sia? If i not workin in office now.. I'll leave it tat color. But work office hair color lidat abit not nice. Lata ppl gossip gossip. At least my hair looks beta now. Not so spoil after treatment.. Not blue anymore.. juz abit brown. The blue still can see abit.. if see closely. Cant completely cover it. But i'm sad.. coz I MISS MY LONG HAIR! *sobz* My ke lian de hair.. :(

After doing my hair.. we went to Katong eat Laksa den to Mustafa mit Nicolle n Zj. Went over to Darling's place.. play wif Baby. He's getting nottier n nottier.. keep barking n biting ard. But he's still so tiny n cuteee! Hehe. Headed to Zj house after tat.. den back to somewhere ard Mustafa mit Dexter den go eat Dim Sum till 2.30am. I was so shagggg! Looking like a zombie. -.- Send Nicolle & mi home.. den the guys went fishing? Dunoe. Catch prawns? LOL.

Alrite.. I'm going sleep now. *Shag* Bth le.. Nitey! ;p